Oh Fer Cryin’ Out Loud

My father-in-law passed away last night. We’ll be with family for the next week or so. I’ll blog later - it’s too hard right now.

He’s a beautiful spirit and isn’t in any pain now… I am so gonna miss him…

Love and Light,

Monica

… Chicken Butt! …

Update: 10/26/07 there’s a SHIRT with this saying… omgosh. Here’s the SITE go check it out… LOL! The site is called One Horse Shy. I’m gonna peruse right now…

… but I cannot sleep …

again

That’s okay though, there are so many wonderful things going through my noggin’ and I just can’t get enough of it all!

I thought I’d send this out to all of you

Tons of LOVE to you!

oh now I feel awesome….

hugs

~Mon~

I have the link to the side called “I Can Has Cheezburger?”. I have it in a RSS feed and I swear this person has me giggling daily. It’s a fun blog, and the photos they’ve allowed to be posted (I’m sure as long as you give them credit where credit’s due). So, here’s the credit!

This is one they did this morning and it’s really hit home right now… hee hee.  Bless you ‘Oh Blog Of I Can Has Cheezburger.  You made my day.

Much love!

~Monica~

Movie Information at the Cinema I went to in Dublin, CA

Well, here I go talking about another movie. BUT just had to on this one - The Movie Transformers. I laughed through this movie as well. I have to tell ya though, when I saw that this movie was coming out I believe I did the ‘ole *eye-roll* and sniffed “no WAY would I go to see THAT movie”. But it was a Saturday night, with the boys… and it was on the IMAX screen so, I went.

I’m so glad I did. The actor in this, Shia LaBeouf - reminds me of my son James. If you knew my kid… ya’d know why. Their humor is about the same. Flippin’ funny! There’s a part in this - if you’ve seen it - where there’s a bit of hiding going on (no spoiling) and I couldn’t see through the tears as I was laughing too hard.

Hey, I saw on imdb.com that Shia is playing in the new 2008 Indiana Jones movie. I’m SO there!

Anyway, it’s a very good film if ya believe it! And funny… no matter what the preview looks like. There are definately serious action in this movie too. I just happen to enjoy the sarcastic comedy in any movie. GREAT action actually. I think it’s out on DVD at this point here in the states… not sure about other places. We are usually the last to get things like movies I think. Dunno. Just see it if you can. And IMAX theaters is a good idea btw.

‘Nother Night at the Movies with Mon

Oh for the love of Pete!  (I don’t know who Pete is btw).  I have grass in my backyard!  OH my goodness I’m excited.  Really really excited. 

Here’s 2002 when I first moved in:

Here’s 2005 right after we got the puppy:

Here’s 2006 when the very last of the lawn was going:

Now, it looks better than the first one.  ’cause it’s new!  yeah!  I’ll take a pic tomorrow when there is sun.  We are making a doggy area on the side for the now *horse* size dog.  Okay, small horse… pony really. 

Not only do I have my lawn back thanks to the hubby (you are THE bestest!) but last night after I watered I noticed a frog looking up at me from the grass.  Oh my gosh I haven’t had frogs in the backyard since the destruction of the grass.  Oh yes… the frogs are back and I’m a happy gal.

;)  hugs

~Monica~

I said I’d explain why I bought the Lexus. For some reason I have a guilt issue with the car. Kinda weird but I do and I always feel like I have to explain. So here’s the reasons (careful I’m still in a whiney-I-can’t-leave-the-house-I-feel-caged-in mood)

1. It will last a looooong time ’cause it’s a glorified Toyota
2. It’s pretty
3. It talks to me
4. The seats are WAY comfy
5. It has a sunroof
6. I always wanted one (well, when they came out with this look)
7. I don’t wanna buy another car ANYTIME soon
8. My son’s friend’s momma works for the Auto Mall this was sold at and was AWESOME and assisted me in finding the perfect salesperson (yes, I said *Perfect* Salesperson)
9. It’s automatic everything
10. It has GPS (I can GO anywhere! and not get lost!)
11. With the maps feature, I feel *free* and can just go for a drive and not worry about getting lost
12. Yes, it turns heads (okay, I’m being honest)
13. It’s flippin’ fast for an ‘ole folks car (3.5L V-6 303 HP)
14. It was cheaper than the two vehicles I had (figure I just swapped two for one and for less $$ monthly is all)
15. ‘Cause I wanna!
16. Nice interior
17. It has a camera so that when you are reversing you can see exactly what’s behind you. THIS is awesome ’cause we have so many little kids in the neighborhood it makes me so nervous to back out… with the camera, I can see it all!
18. The headlights swerve with you in a turn… wait, I mean they TURN with you in a turn. LOL hmmm….
19. The fuel economy is better than the mustang City 21/ Hwy 29
20. The ride is Smoooooooooooooooothe

There…. it’s all out.

Oh gosh I am SO going crazy without being able to drive. Seriously. I feel absolutely CAGED at this moment. There’s a car, just 10 feet from me sitting in the garage. Wanna see it?

I’m going to be very specific here for a moment. This is not a bragging post okay? I’ve heard so many things about this car but they are not reasons I purchased it. I’ll go into it in a minute here. First and foremost I don’t CARE what kind of car it is… but let me just say, I’m in a bit of a *huff* right now ’cause I have a vehicle and I cannot drive it! ARGH!

On June 14th I got my license suspended on a medical suspension. Oh fer… I understand, I get it… but 6 months? (** Caution RANT starts here **) What is 6 months gonna do?! Will I be CURED in six months? No. Does it make anything safer? No. I get their reasons, and I’m all for protecting folks. But puhlease! (** Massive amounts of whining WARNING **)

The reason I showed ya the car is because it’s not cheap. SO I’m paying a fortune (yes, my decision I know) for the car to sit in the garage.

Oh, I can sit in it.

I can roll it down the drive way and then back into the garage…

I can ask my hubby to drive it so I can sit in the passenger seat.

(** Feeling Guilty Here Complaining right about - NOW **)

Okay, I guess my rant is over. But call me a whiner, or whatever first comes to mind… the fact is, I live in the middle of nowhere with no public transportation and I have to ask my husband for rides ANYWHERE. Yes, I’m feeling caged in. *humph*

Please forgive the rant… but I’m gonna pull my hair out.

I’m gonna put a counter on the side of my blog. It will look hideous, but it will count down the number of days until I can drive. Maybe it will make things better….

Mon
(a little down)

Stephen has always written stories and such and I was told that allowing him to blog might be a good idea for him. So, if anyone is interested… his stories, or beginnings are at Stephen’s Thoughts & Writings. He’s really anxious to think what other think. So if you are interested… please leave a comment.

Thanks!

Mon

I saw this on someone’s site and had to do it!

Okay, has anyone seen this movie? ‘Cause I just watched it yesterday with the boys (hubby and two sons) and I laughed my tushie off. No kidding.

Wild Hogs - I so recommend it.

My honey has a beautiful motorcycle. Wait, can I say that? “Beautiful” regarding a manly grumbling machine? Yes, it’s my blog… and I say it’s BEAUTIFUL. But ofcourse, oh so manly. Here’s a pic:

Is he hot on that thing or WHAT?! hee hee

Okay, I actually took classes to learn to ride and about got a V-Twin for myself…. however, due to a seizure since I figure trying to get off the road, then get off the bike, and be safe before having a seizure is simply NOT the smartest thing this woman can do. So, although I can ride… I won’t buy one.

Back to the movie - Wild Hogs. It’s about these older dudes (um, 40s?) who go through their mid-life crisis of sorts and go on a 2k mile ride together. And man I just couldn’t stop the giggling and laughing.

My dad was a biker… and my sis and I definately had that all in our life. You know, colors… patches… etc. So it just made me laugh a bit watching the whole thing. Too funny.

Alrighty, love and light and happy “going to the movies”!

Monica

I’ve taken a few pictures of weeds. Funny how sometimes even weeds can look beautiful.

From me to you…

I haven’t blogged much about what’s going on with my father-in-law… and I know people come through here looking for information on it and I haven’t really talked about it much. Why? I don’t know really. It’s just a real downer that I don’t really have it in me to discuss it. But it’s real, and it’s happening. So for those that look to this blog to know how things are, I thought I’d get it out a bit.

He’s dying of lung cancer. Yes, he smokes and has for most all of his life. And, is still smoking. And so do I. Does this make sense? No. Well, for him he says it doesn’t matter anymore. For me? Does it make sense to light up when you are watching someone you love die from just that? No - it doesn’t.

Cigarettes - why were they made? Why are they so darned addictive that faced with the way it takes you out of this beautiful life - you (me) continue to do it? I don’t understand.

I’ve attempted quits, but not successfully. There’s always an excuse to go back. Rather, I always give one. But to watch someone you love die from the very same habit makes no logical sense.

The amount of chemicals in a cigarette is staggering. So is how it takes you.

My father in law was this tall burly guy, now he’s a skeleton. I feel his spirit so solidly that it breaks my heart to hear him discuss the final part of his life. I make him smile, I make him laugh and I listen to his many many stories. That’s all I know to do. I’ve talked to him at length about what happens after all of this and he genuinely seems to be in a spiritual place now. Before, he denied it.

My husband is struggling and most times holds his head up and does as a “good” son would do. But sometimes I know he feels like breaking. It just hurts me to watch it all.

My mother-in-law (June) is the strength that Harold doesn’t have right now. She’s the dutiful wife that does everything with so much love and attention it brings tears to my eyes thinking of her. I know there will be a day that perhaps me or my husband will be faced with the same. Caring for your spouse to their death. One of the ultimate forms of love I would think.

Harold is extraordinary. He’s loving, kind, spiritual and gentle.

Harold has only a month or so left (or maybe weeks). It seems you can never get enough of a person before they go. There’s always so much more you wish for.

Harold asked Daniel and I, June (his wife), Mark (his 3rd born son) and Sedonia (Mark’s beautiful girlfriend) to get him out of the house. He’s refused further treatment and simply wanted to enjoy a day. Saturday we took him to Cache Creek (an Indian Casino near us) and we gambled and had a great time together. He was in a wheelchair and we wheeled him around to play whatever machine “called his name” and hit the awesome buffet. Okay, THAT was alot of fun. But watching him when he didn’t know I was - he just seems as if his spirit is here, but not. Kinda like half here. I don’t know if that makes sense. But he had fun to be sure!

There will be no services - per the family. I’ll be doing the arrangements so that his wife and the others don’t need to. But no services at all. It’s simply what they wish for.

Cancer surely should be cured by now. If we can put ourselves into space and spend huge amounts of monies on war, certainly we could get this darned medical issue as a past issue. My feeling.

Love and Light,

Mon

Sunday, October 14, 2007

Oy Vey…
Current mood: chipper
Category: Life

Interestingly I cannot sleep, although I’m so tired.

I can’t eat well, but I’m hungy…

Hmmm…. must be a change in the season. I’ve read some blogs were people are a bit down. To them I say… cheer up, you are beautiful and very worth it. I loves you much.

To me I say, I know it’s just a swing… and the mood will get brighter. Because I love life and me.

AND you!

Love and Light,

Mon

Thanks YouTube… bless you for making me giggle…

These two singing and dancing are my kids. Well, two of the four. It’s a bit dark, but you get the idea of the spirit. hee hee

Hi there!

My dearest husband took off for a day to Utah for a reunion of our training group. It’s funny, ’cause I’m so happy for him to get out and get away for a bit of time to himself. He’s had such a rough time as of late… what with things here at the house, his father being at the end of cancer, and a load of work. I’m glad he’s taking this time to go have some genuine fun.

He and I have been married since May of 2006 and integrating a family has been very interesting and at times a huge test of our spirits. We’ve done great in my opinion, but there are always times when each of us, married or not, need time to ourselves. Because even when you are married, I truly believe you are still individuals as well.

I remember when marriage was simply something I didn’t have a need for. I was a single mother for upwards of 10 years and did very well on my own. I was quite independent and simply “knew” I could take it all on. I did take it all on, and succeeded.

Then the issue of marriage came up and he and I simply “dived” in. We ran away and got married and happilly. Both of us had stated we would never get married again, and that we didn’t “need” to be married. Funny, as much as we said it was as hard as we ran to do it.

Life being a combined family has its ups and downs to be sure. But I have to say, sharing this life with him is simply wonderful. No doubts there.

The children are doing well. Stephen has been happy and healthy, James has been happy too - After all mom has been home 24/7 and given them both ample family time.

I work from the time I get up to the time I go to sleep now. Owning your own business requires that you take care of your clients - and I have to say it’s very enjoyable. Having the ability to work from my home and be with the kids has been very refreshing. Although, we pay for an office in a city away… I have been working from the house to be sure I’m home right now for Stephen.

I’m getting a bit antsy. I haven’t driven since June 14th of this year and my brand new (under 4k miles) Lexus is dusty in the garage. Not being able to drive has taken a bit of a toll on my good natured self. I sometimes feel very “caged” and totally dependent on my husband to get me from point A to point B. I’m sure my license will be good in at the most January of 2008. Although the 6 months hits on 12/14/2007 - it does take the California Dept. of Motor Vehicles quite a while to process paperwork. So I’m giving it until January so I won’t be let down.

After all of this happened with Stephen I noticed how much love and caring those around me had to share. Family came out of the wordwork to be sure all was well. Friends were right there for me when I needed them. Including my “Blogging” friends. Thank you for the uplifting comments and emails. You are appreciated.

Well, enough rambling and back to work.

My love to you and yours…

Sincerely,

Monica (albiet caged, but still smiling)

Okay… so I guess I’m not the only one that feels kinda guilty when I say “plastic”. I use the bags for garbage, but no matter - I mean where are they truly gonna go? No where… so I’m not helping my environment. They are so easy to use… BUT there is the guilt and the fact I LOVE my planet. Oh, okay… OUR planet.

So, I’m perusing through one of my favorite blogs and found that this particular beautiful soul hand paints on canvas bags and then nicely sells them to those of us who LOVE to help the environment.

You have SO GOT TO CHECK THIS OUT. Um, ’scuse me. But really, I bought quite a few to give away at the holidays… goto Jen’s Good Bags and see what I’m talkin’ about. Er, RAVING about. k?

Love and Keep-Our-Earth-Happy Light!

Monica

I just published a post I wrote last week but never published. So I thought I’d bring the information to a close, and move on a bit.

Stephen is 15 and attempted suicide by taking a mix of prescription medication he found around the house. He was hospitalized for a bit, and we did indeed get him back on Monday. He’s home now and has been very understanding of his mother trailing his every move. The medicine he’s taking for bi-polar makes him so sleepy, but otherwise he says he feels good.

I have a positive view on life and I believe that truly we go through life learning what our spirits get to learn. However, this has taken a bit of a toll on me and I’m having a brief moment of panic every few minutes then I get so tired I feel I could sleep in the very spot I’m at.

So, that’s what’s been going on that blogging hasn’t happened.

Love and Light to you and yours… I’ll just keep being overbearing momma for a bit more.

Love Monica

So, I’m sitting here at a screen staring a bit blankly at my posts and comments.

This week has been extreme for me and my family. My son, Stephen, attempted suicide on Tuesday luckily unsuccessfully. However, it wasn’t without incident. He’s currently in a phsyciatric facility for emergency teens. Or, something like that.

The doctor said “bi-polar” and here’s medicine. I’m hoping to bring him home Monday.

Well, I had a bit of an issue when I tried to change the DNS to point to WordPress. The site: www.zyriana.com is now showing a funky “under construction”. Oh crud. I’ve had that domain forever, and my email is still there. I’ll have my hubby host it and I’ll just send here.

So, here I am.

The updated address should be: http://monica-ford.com

I’ll send an email out to those that frequent and hope they follow me. Sorry Folks!

Love and Light,

Monica

I have this new add-in with Firefox called ScribeFire.  Rather, new to me.  So I thought I’d test it out.

Mon

Powered by ScribeFire.

I took this in Utah in August.  Daniel climbed into this huge water fountain and got cold as well.  Thought I’d take a pic.  Sometimes energies and water mix quite well. 

Yes, I actually said the word " L I B R A R Y".  Amazing isn’t it?  With all of the internet stuff (search engines, blogs, news online, magazines online) I found I hadn’t been to an actual library in (::gasp: years!

Well, my husband has a night class on Tuesdays and since I cannot drive until January (Oy vey) I have to find a place to *plop* while he’s in class for a few hours…. SO I thought a library would be nice.  And OH WAS IT!  The smell reminded me of when I was little and I used to go to the library every single day when I had summer vacation and was at the babysitter’s.  I read and read and read.

Here’s a pic I took ’cause I was just so tickled with it all… I thought I’d show ya a pic of what the bookshelves looked like.

Am I the only one that finds a library "romantic"? 

I made a few changes so it looked old… :)  Bless photo software.

Sorry I haven’t been blogging much.  I’ve been stuck in reality for a bit.  Don’t worry, I’ll wedge my way out.  I miss everyone… ;) 

Love and Beautiful Light,

Monica

Tomorrow we are off to see three of my total 80s favorite bands!  Whoo Hooo!  They are playing at the Usana Amphitheatre in Utah.  We’ll be hanging out with friends out on the "green".  Rock on!

I so want a shirt!  LOL

Love and Healing Light to everyone!

Love, Mon

This was out of the window of the Airplane on our way to Utah. Utah has a Copper Mine that is absolutely huge! It’s interesting enough to watch as you are flying over it.

We’ve had a very full few weeks it seems.  We graduated from our Impact Trainings Lift Off training and that was a blast!  This week we are at their Couples and Commitment training.  Sounds great!

We are in Coalville, UT and it’s absolutely beautiful.  We came in driving from Salt Lake and there was a gorgeous lightning storm as we were coming through.

I wanted to take a moment to tell you all hello, and I’ll be blogging soon.

Love and Light!

Mon

My honey just sent this to me while he was driving.  Yes, he was driving.  Doh!

I thought you’d enjoy some color…

Love and Colorful Light!

Monica (who LOVES Willie Wonka!)

Utah - Silver Lake by Brighton
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I took this photo in July in Utah. How I wish I had this as a background to my home.

For some reason as of late, I’m eager for nature…

To be honest, I ache for it.

Enjoy the photo…

Love and Light,

Monica

Might I just add… phew.

He lost 57 pounds in a month and a half.  But he’s out of the hospital and into a post care home. 

Cancer… it takes so much. 

Love and Light and Healing,

Monica

Me and My Stephen
Happily updated by: monicaford.

There are so many reasons I’m thankful. I thought I’d mention each of my babies.

Today is Stephen’s Day.

At the time, he was maybe 6 or so? It was taken in 1997 I believe. He’s now 15 and 6′1". He works at Cold Stone… and, he’s well… growing up.

Wouldn’t it be nice if we were to truly understand how fast time flys? Times like this photo were abundant then. If we could just make time stand still and re-play it. That’s what my photos mean to me - they are my capture of feeling and life in a snapshot.

Stephen is a beautiful soul. In so many ways… I’ll tell you more when I update later.

My children are each so beautiful that I thought if I had an entry for each I could keep going to to update with my "thankful fors" it would be nice to read when they are older…

Love and Light,

Monica

Utah - Silver Lake by Brighton
Happily updated by: monicaford.

We’ve been travelling to Utah from California since May to go to our trainings out there. This was the first time we had any time to see what was actually around. Thanks for our friend Kevin we got a bit of nature…. ahhhhhhhhhhhh.

I’ve got a few that I’m going to see if I can play with but this one jumped out at me… I was taking a photo of a pathway that made me feel an instant feeling of… well, peace.

When I really looked at the photo on the computer and I haven’t enhanced I noticed the rays of light only today.

Wow.

Love and beautiful rays of light to all of you that take the time to visit my little peice of webness…

Monica

I just wanna say….. I just love our Starbucks gals and guys.  Yes, they are our friends… ;)  Much love to those who serve. 

Moi in the middle………….  ahhhhh, venti Iced Chai……..

I’ve learned a bit about unconditional love and I’m placing it into my life one step at a time.  For me, it’s something I get to re-learn because as a small small child I had it and then things happen.

Unconditional Love is what I’m sending out to people now.  Those I know and those I haven’t gotten to know yet.

When I was thinking of unconditional love my Black Lab Mix named Sammy nudged me a bit and licked my hand.  He truly is the unconditional love that I’m talking about.  He holds nothing against me, he loves me and follows me and watches over me even at times when I am sick.  He’s beautiful.  

If you look into the face of your pet, more than likely you will see the same.  Here’s Sammy.  The essence of unconditional love.

First, I have to say that I have been fortunate to find some very interesting and beautiful folks on the web.  Some have simply found me and I’m blessed with their presence.

I found this on Titania’s Site:  Happiness Happens  It really rings true for me.

This one on TruthDancer’s Site was simply beautiful:  First Seconds of Our Universe She’s an inspiration for me. 

A newfound friend is Peppermint!  Her site is alot of fun for me as she reminds me of myself a bit.  Try this post Dancing in the Driveway and play the music.  Just think of her and Mr. Peppermint dancing.  TOO CUTE! 

Another newfound blog I’m reading is one of those that you can read and just sit and THINK!  Beautiful if you ask me.  Read this post Is Life Real, or Just a Dream.  Thanks FearlessDreams for your contribution of thought and pondering. 

For the times I want to see what it’s like living with the Mayor I jog on over to Oh the Joys blog.  You must read this one:  A Cup Full.  Thank you for the wonderful outlook on motherhood.    

There are many more I read and enjoy profusely:

There is Handsome Jean Luc Picard’s Blog; and Dariana’s wonderment… and: sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo many more.

I’ll just update the links at some point but wanted those that are looking here to know they are appreciated and loved.

Love and Light,

Monica 

Hi there!  Love and Light to all of you. 

Upcoming is quite an event - and it’s global.  At 7/17/07 at 11:11 AM Greenwhich Mean time….

See:  http://www.firethegrid.org/

It’s an hour of meditation or prayer or simple focus (whichever you are comfy with).  Read it if you are interested or curious.

Love and Light,

Mon

So I do random acts of kindness and donate to charity often.  It’s simply something that feels good to me.

But to volunteer and directly involve myself face to face has always been a bit um… well, scary.  I did write a little while back of my first experience volunteering in a shelter’s kitchen.  See HERE for that entry.

However, in the last few months I’ve been working on learning how to contribute to the human race. 

So…. my best friend and I were in Utah this past week and signed up to assist at a men’s rescue home to assist in serving their dinner meal.  We drove up, parked and went in not knowing exactly what to expect but we were really excited!  Or nervous and we viewed it as excitement (that’s how I choose to see it!).

So, there we were sitting during their service time (it’s a Christian based rescue home I believe) and as we were waiting to be called on to assist with dinner something quite amazing occured.

The preacher (not sure of his title or name) came to her and I and asked if we could please fill in for those that could not be there (the piano player was ill and the singer was working with family).  We smiled and said ofcourse, what can we do?

Here’s the kicker!  He asked us to sing Amazing Grace in front of the men awaiting their service.  WOW!  We said ofcourse we would (just went with the urge to assist) and we stood up on the stage in front of those that were there and sang our hearts out!

Oh my goodness!  It was the most awesome feeling!  WOW!

My site does not state my religious belief for a reason so this in no way is stating what it is.  However, when we sing I believe our heart opens up!  And that song, no matter what you believe is a very very touching song.  It comes from your light… at least that’s my opinion.

To be able to sing for them and to look at each one’s face as I sang gave me the most wonderful feeling I cannot even explain it.

Um, by the way…. I do NOT sing for a living, so it certainly was simply from the heart. 

We then got to serve them dinner and the feeling we had as we danced and sung in the kitchen was no less than awesome.

Ahhh…. to actually open your eyes to those around you and see them for who they truly are.  Niiiiiiice.

Happy and whole,

Mon

I’ve been in trainings at Impact Trainings in Utah (www.impacttrainings.com) and have had yet another amazing week and weekend.  My sis went to their Quest training and had an amazing few days.  We just dropped her off at home and she’s going to the Summit training this week.  We get to fly out for her this weekend as well.  I’m getting quite used to Utah Salt Lake City Airport!

Our next training is coming up as well.  :)  We are currently in Impact’s Lift Off trainings ourselves and have found it to be an exciting time in our lives as we move through their trainings.

I’ve sounded like an advertisement (don’t mean to) but seriously I have no direct affiliation with the center.  I just happen to know it’s been of benefit to our family. So when something is of use to others, I simply put it out there. 

If you have ANY questions, feel free to give them a ring at (801) 572-9700 United States, Utah.  They are all real knowledgeable and quite nice as a matter of fact. 

Love and Light,

Mon

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This was taken before my friend’s wedding. The boy is my step son Daniel and the little girl is his sister.

Something about this photo makes me feel not only like a child, but so peaceful.

Water reminds me of life.

Children remind me of life.

So to me, this is a photo of life.

Love and Light,

Mon

Mingle² - Online Dating

Well, it says I don’t cuss.  So, there ya have it folks.  If you were afraid of the 6 year old surfing my site looks like all is well. 

Love and General Audiences Light,

Mon

(Thanks Titania!)

Daniel and my son joined me for a bicycle ride!  I got a new bike ’cause I can’t drive. 

You can take my driver’s license but ya can’t take my freedom!  Well, hopefully….

So I got the new bike that looks like a cruiser!  Neato!  I’ll post a pick but I even have a little BELL!  oh yeah, momma’s hot

:: snickers ::

So, we went for this bike ride and it was a total blast!

Love and Light!

Mon

Well, I’ve had the seizures for 11 years but REFUSED to get one of those darned medic alert thingy ma bobs ’cause if I did that means I was giving in… well, or I thought…

So I was reading some folks that were talking about their incidents without having one on who ALSO have seizures…

It Was Not Pretty

Seizures come in many many different forms.  There is the kind that the person is literally jerking around and it’s kinda obvious what’s going on… but there are those of us that have weird ones.

Some folks just stare off in the distance and to someone just taking to them they COULD mistake the person for just ignoring them…. (as happened to someone that gave a really yucky story that convinced me to get one).

My seizures are Complex Partial so I can pass out or not, depending on how bad it is.

So, I have a medic alert bracelet and I got it in a pretty lavender.  Heck, it’s gonna look cute right?

:: sigh ::

At least if I’m passed out on the side of the road the cops aren’t gonna think I’m drunk!

Love and Light and Giggles,

Mon

Eating Cake at the After Wedding Party
Happily updated by: monicaford.

This was from the party after we ran away and got married. We BOTH ended up with alot of cake in the face!

Jessica and the Mustang
Happily updated by: monicaford.

You know… it was a close match. LOL

Me and Hair… Whooo Hoooo!
Happily updated by: monicaford.

Oh yeah…. I’ve always liked alot of hair. LOL

Great Grandmother and Great Great Aunts!
Happily updated by: monicaford.

Wow! Okay, really….. I’m sure I look like one of them! All Swedish by the way.

My Great Grandparents
Happily updated by: monicaford.

This photo is of my Grandmother’s mother and father. I’d say maybe the late 1800s? My grandma is 93 or so.

I love seeing these two. It’s mesmerizing to me.

Daniel and Harold
Happily updated by: monicaford.

Found a pic of Daniel and his dad from our party after we got married. Thought I’d post this…

Love and Light,

Mon